In Wales, I was completely overwhelmed by the love, the beautiful friendships that were born and by the wonderful teachings. I couldn’t believe that this really excited, it seemed like heaven on earth.
Now, one year later, so much has happened, and I can see how, through the manipulation of the Life Foundation, I nearly lost everything I loved.
When I came back from Wales the first time, my family thought that I’d changed enormously. I spoke different, I was absent and all the things that mattered to me in the past didn’t seem to interest me anymore.
My oldest son, 20 years old, told me than that he was afraid that I’d joined a cult. Of course I denied and told him it was prejudice. He was not the only one who said this to me.
Every time I came back from the course centre in Wales, I was feeling like a stranger for weeks. I had the biggest problems with adjusting to my life at home with my family. I couldn’t see them as normal anymore. They lived in an illusion according to my vision and were only interested in unimportant stuff. I for myself lived in the true world and felt like I had refound myself, the person I wanted to be.
The gap between “Wales” and the outside world was getting bigger and bigger . I experienced the world as a storm that was around me and going through me.
The non-communication with my friends and family made me feel very lonely and I only felt really understood by my Life friends.
Last spring, the last time I came back from Wales, I felt completely lost. I had nightmares or didn’t sleep at all, I couldn’t take the most simple decisions, I had a severe lack of concentration that made it even dangerous to drive a car. I felt so strange and awful, I couldn’t get my mind straight and I lost my interest in everything. My energy level was below zero. I was walking on my gums ( Dutch saying) and had to call in sick at work. When I told this to Anita Goswami, one of the Life Foundation Guru’s, she explained to me it was a transformational thing, a letting go of the ego problem and possibly also a detox- side- effect. She understood that my family didn’t understand me and told me that I knew what to do. That I found my way to God and that my husband would never understand this. That my kids were almost grown ups and didn’t need me anymore.
This was the last push that made me leave my family. I had found my way to God and with that a new family that understood my needs.
One the very day that I packed my belongings and settled in my new home, my stuff all around me, still packed, I got a telephone call that saved me. This was the eye-opener, the most important call in my life.
It was a friend I’d met with the Life Foundation but who had already left. She told me the story about de German Woman and I knew instantly that she told the truth. How horrible it is, I had to face the naked truth. My eyes are completely opened now in matters of Mansukh Patel and the Life Foundation and I have to review all the things that I thought that were so wonderful. I also have to review and revalue my family and friends how tried to warn me.
My marriage is saved and I am still recovering from this experience. I am still tired and not my old self yet. But, for the first time in my life I feel really free and I thought I felt free when I was with the Life Foundation. This was an illusion.
What is so scary is the fact that you don’t see or feel what is happening to you but I know now that during the relaxations, they use mind-control techniques to break down your ego and with that, your free will. Your inner-guide, your intuition that tells you when something is wrong, is explained by them as your ego and interpreted as Resistance. It makes you not trusting your first feelings. Every doubt has to be seen as a trick of the ego. The love-bombing, the Making-you-feel-special, is part of the tactics. We were all sooo special but isn’t every person special anyway?
The teachings are recorded on CD and it is recommended to listen to them as often as you can. This way the manipulation is continuing when you are at home.
The people that leave the organization are supposed to be under negative vibrations, or to be seen as people who cannot handle their own shadow, who are afraid to let go of their ego, etc. And of course, the ones that stay, are even more special, the true carriers of the light!
I still believe in Peace and in rightness. I am standing in my own power again and feel very awake. That is how it feels, wide awake. I learned a lot from this, especially to trust my own feelings and that I don’t follow another person as I did.
Somebody who pretends to life for Peace and Non-Violence, who is called the young Ghandhi but cannot handle his own anger and feelings of lust, is not an enlightened Guru but just a man. Let us not forget this and pray for his soul.
"Everything I have written in the article "Love Bombing", is totally and only written by me. It has been written from my heart, in all sincerity. Not because I want to throw mud, or to hurt anybody but I only wanted to warn people. Everybody is free to choose if he/she will listen to my story or not. Nobody advised me or told me to write this down and nobody changed even one word. The people behind "the Truth Unlimited" I got to know as very sincere people who are absolutely against any form of violence and who are against spreading lies. There is only one Thruth and that doesn't have to be defended. I believe that no matter how great and impressive the lie is, the simple Thruth is always stronger in the end."
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